Isn't She Lovely?

Hi everyone, we meet again. So apparently, as you can see, I'm at the peak of laziness busyness during my vacation which is why I haven't posted an entry in a long time already. Trying to enjoy vacation at its best, I'm quite afraid to start working by next week actually. I don't know how everything will end up. My mind is always giving me negative visions of work which makes me shiver and scared. haha. Crazy, right? I'm believing that those who are scared are those who are incapable. I don't want to actually say I'm incapable because for the five years I'm studying my course, I should have known the basics. Architecture, and I believe other courses too, requires continuous learning even outside the school so if I'm scared to venture the unknown then my mind would definitely starve for knowledge that's for sure. And I don't want that!!! Well I'll do my best to learn, hopefully people around my work would be considerate and help me to grow up professionally. If that happens, I'm certain that my intimidation about work will vanish. I think a few of you reading this and is older than me also experienced this. Phasing into a new chapter of life is always the scariest, yet those who are positive will surely take this as a challenge. So I'll do my best to be positive too! 頑張って!!!

I also am still learning japanese so don't say I'm slacking off for the past few weeks. Yes, it's has been almost 3 weeks now that I'm learning the language. 日本語は本当に難しいです!! But I'm doing my best.. besides, everytime I see Atsu I'm burning with inspiration to learn. hah. The power of love. XD

Atsuko my dear, is on the news every other day and sometimes when several news about her comes out within a day.. I'm already suffocating because my heart is pounding really fast and my mind is going insane. Crazy right? Also I'm having realizations how I look and talk so dumb when I'm going crazy about someone esp. Atsuko. I'm running out of words how to describe my feelings for her, how to describe Atsuko... I always ended up repeating words/adjectives to praise her.. My mind is lacking because my heart comes first. (as if these feelings didn't come to the brain.. (笑) "Atsu my limbic system and frontal lobe function only for you!" WEIRD WASN'T IT? I'll stick to my heart. wwww

So to conclude what I'm saying, I'm blinded by love just like any other. HAHAHA Cheesy much, wtf?!! Probably Atsu will choose to stay away from me as she'll think I'm a psychotic maniac if she'll read this..

Let me share to you some pictures which was caught during different events..

From the premiere of Kuroyuri Danchi (Atchan's horror film) at Okinawa
大変美しい!!!

Can't Take My Eyes Off You~~

Heh, the title is so cheesy. lol Anyways I'm back to share with you some photos from Atsu's magazine features and more. Geez. She looked so beautiful, cute and all.. Seriously she's a goddess.. I'll probably worship.. lol

From TV Guide person.. 
Ugh.. I died with these pictures, she's even more attractive with that hair style.. It's also the same hairstyle she used from wowow's coverage of the OSCARS.

 I live and die for Atsu.. She's so precious. T.T 

 From GINZA April Issue

Thank you for the wonderful people that brought these scans out.. keep doing the great work. haha. 

Also she'll star again in another CM which is Marumiya’s “Mabo Tofu no Moto.” 

Atsu's pics from her childhood were revealed.. and I just can't stop giggling seeing these pics.. Akkkk love love

This picture has become my most favorite for the day. HAHAHA It's just so cute, Atsu's sign of becoming stronger? =))))) You really need Sayaka's tips in bringing out those muscles of yours Atsu.. hahahaha Ugh.. so cute!!!! 

AtsuYuu Side by Side: 36th Japan Academy Awards

Today is really such a special day, after Jane Doe Fever + Atsu's New SoftBank CM earlier this afternoon we now have something for dinner. Yes, Atsuyuu's Japan Academy Awards. lol

Last year on the 35th JAA, Atsuko won the Popularity award for her role in Moshidora, and now for this year Yuko won the same award for her role in Yamikin Ushijima-kun. And yes, Atsu will be the one who'll present the award to Yuko.

So after being flood on my twitter and watching the coverage, I began to love AtsuYuu [for real? XD]
I did my best to resist this pairing tbh, but I can't anymore for they are adorable. So yes, please welcome me to this pairing. If you're going to ask about my love for atsumina, for god sake of course that won't change. I still ship Atsumina, and since they are too busy with their honeymoon privacy at the moment.. I will ship AtsuYuu to fill some gap to my heart when Atsumina's missing in action. XD

Here let me share to you some photos and video coverage of the event:



So first, the breath taking red-carpet...

Jane Doe Fever + Atsu's New SoftBank CM

Warning!! This blog entry contains crazy words. If you can't handle me being so delusional, please leave. lol

My Atsu fever got higher than before, and my atsumina energy pack has been filled. Oh goodness, this day is so special. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

Just earlier, Takahashi Minami's Jane Doe single covers were revealed! And guess what, there's an additional surprise for this. Calm yo selves... for Takahashi Minami will cover her wife's Migikata song!! 

OMG This is so official already, I mean, like fck.. this is AtsuMina theme song for real. Maeda already said this on her 2nd solo live just after SDK atsumina episode.. THIS IS IT! This cover shall mean that Takamina's agreeing that this is really their song. Aw, now you guys have an official wedding theme song.. I can't wait for this wedding single!!!!

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Because I Miss Atsumina

This heavenly couple is torturing me and the other hardcore atsumina shippers.. totally ignoring the fans, Atsu it's too painful now especially when you're tweeting about Yuko. orz

So yesterday I've decided to feed the hungry atsumina shipper inside of me and edit some pictures, combine them and start hallucinating. 

I should be creating a fanfic about this but I can't find the words to write down my ideas on paper. = = I need the real atsumina to fill my energy pack and determination. Argh.