AKB48 Nostalgia

I don't know if it's just a temporary feeling, but my AKB48 love is resurfacing. It's quite a shock since I'm sure I was over them. lol But here I am now, listening to Maeda Atsuko's Flower single. hah!

And before I even found myself listening to her again, I was re-watching AKB48 graduation concerts earlier. Can you believe that? It's a first miracle in my 2016! lol Seriously, who would have thought that this could happen?

Perhaps because facebook automatically plays a video on my feed about the recent reunion of original members that caught my attention. I did stop scrolling when I saw Maeda and Oshima together again. ww And Sayaka, I miss you so much too. Tomochin.. omygod my feelings right now, I cannot control. Haha! It's fun knowing that I hadn't erased my downloaded videos and pictures of this wonderful group. Ahh, I love myself for that.

Anyways, I pretty much have the urge to continue my fanfics right now. Hopefully this motivation and overflowing nostalgia ain't gonna stop, so I can fulfill that wishful thinking. I wonder if there will be people from way back who will be happy to this announcement. Hello my fanfic readers, I missed you all. lol

Come to think of it, it's my first blog entry of the year 2016! Yay for that! Happy New Year everyone, even though it's a bit late for this greeting. But hey, it's still January! Better late than nothing! www

I'm not that updated anymore about the girls, all I know is that Takamina is about to graduate. (or she graduated already?) lol Now that's exciting. Can someone tell me updates about them? If it's not too much to ask for. Oh god, I have a lot of catching up to do. Although I pretty much am informed that Atsuko is single again. HAHAHAHA!

Pics were from her birthday? I can't believe I hadn't even remember the date. Ahhhh... Anyways I think I'll be forgiven. Omygosh, I love this feeling again... 

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M= Maeda & Minami

To have witnessed yet another historical exposure of AtsuMina is definitely life fulfilling. I can die, no I can't. w

I've been wondering for a long time already, why these two people aren't living together and just have a happy couple life? Who am I kidding? Everyone w

Okay time to fcking focus now. lol

I am so happy!!! It has always been this fluffy and joyful feeling seeing AtsuMina together. Teasing each other to death and yet smiling at each other like nothing happens. I know for a fact that Atsuko has been this Tsundere, but... sometimes I feel like Minami's getting hurt as well. www But I guess she's too kind or afraid to even say a word against the waifu's playfulness.

The fact that I've wasted my whole Sunday just waiting for this to air, I still am feeling wonderful after all. I don't know, I feel like my whole self was reborn. I can feel life's goodness in its highest form. But yeah I'm exaggerating. w

Glad to see them after after a long while, but I somehow observed that everything in between them wasn't the same any longer. Some deeper feelings involved perhaps. I guess they've became distant from each other that they're this shy to even look at each other in the eyes. Have you guys observed how less their eye contact was on that episode?? Even when singing the song already ,with such a wonderful lyrics, it felt like they are so distant. *sad* But maybe I'm just imagining things right? Please tell me I'm just trying to be Sherlock Holmes. XD

But anyways, listening to their duet still makes this negativity of mine be washed away. So I'm just gonna listen to it forever huh? ww

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No Wonder...

I know some of you are waiting for my reaction towards the most depressing news for the century. lol Is that Atsuko's first boyfriend? Who knows, but whatever.. that's a real lucky man I would say!

(from VOCE)

Seriously, and with all honesty.. first thing in the morning dated 9-25-13.. I've opened my tumblr expecting takamina (I don't know but I'm really fond of knowing more about Takamina's life encounters and her funny acts) news around. Takamina always makes me happy, but the moment I've read some translation of a news (w/o source yet) about Atsuko having "serious" relationship with this.. whoever guy that was. I felt like my world fell apart. Hahaha. It was really a bad thing for me to open my tumblr and have this huge depressing news comes my way. It was really awful, so lesson learned... Do not read lol kidding.

Preparations for Maeda Atsuko's 22nd Brithday

Since I love Maeda Atsuko very much, I've decided to prepare something big for her birthday. I know some of you might think that it's still so fucking early  for that but you know, I'm a busy person and time flies by so fast when I'm working. So in order to do not let her special day pass by like any ordinary days, I'm preparing in a much earlier time.

So here are my plans... I hope some of you who are interested will participate to answer some questions and suggestions will be greatly appreciated.

Plan #1: Party!

Of course like any other birthday celebration, a food preparation for that will be granted. I shall be making my own party here at my house and well, I'll try to post it on my blog as well. That's for July 10 exactly. If you want to celebrate it with me then that's fine.. let's meet! :))) But heck that's a working day, maybe at night? XD

Plan #2: Gifts!

Patience Is A Virtue: Atsumina Love Story

Sometimes the title of my blog entries are just so exaggerating, don't you think? lol Anyways we need that to arouse atsumina shippers with their hopes and dreams about their OTP right? And then later on, they'll be disappointed on the content of that fcking exaggerating title. wwww (congratulations! you've been fooled!) Just kidding.

Patience is actually the real key in shipping an OTP. (Am I really going to elaborate this? lol) Just like my experience with my AtsuMina. After Atsuko graduated everyone kept on saying this heavenly couple will  fade sooner or later. But anyways I don't give a fuck and just use my fcking small amount of patience in waiting for them. And as time passes by, bits of atsumina marks are slowly showing up. www  Just be patient because in the end you'll see your OTP's real shippers like Mariko sama who first posted again a picture of them together. (Thank you Mariko-sama, you just don't know how grateful I am that you were born!) Then later on the couple will reveal themselves. Returning each's love confession (exaggerating) through twitter and blog entries. wwww Oh just get married! XD

Okay seriously I am really happy that my ship is sailing again. Thanks to the fans that keep on pestering Takamina to post something about her meeting with Atsuko. (handshake events) www But of course our little shy midget general manager didn't tackle the details instead she put something in general. Like literally saying she just met Atsuko, but at least she said it was last last week or whatever. lol Anyways I'll just let that pass since Takamina is so private about their relationship friendship. love love

Thanks for the wonderful photo Taka, next time get closer okay?

Takamina's blog entry 

Maeda Atsuko Missing Takamina?

Quite intriguing? I guess not, probably they are missing each other all the time. lol. Can't stop giggling oh my god. So yeah let's start this entry.

Last night (May 25) Atsu tweeted a picture of Takamina and herself. I was actually lying on my bed already and playing with my phone that time. When my tweetdeck notified me that Atsu tweeted something I wasn't really expecting it'll be atsumina so I lazily open Atsu's tweet. And guess what, I died. lol

Ahh seriously that was really surprising!! So cute and I can't stop squealing. I updated my fanfic CONTRACT at jphip and they are back together again (spoiler) and now Atsu tweeted of being back together again.. kyaaa great timing. Oh my wild delusions again, let me just push this okay? www

Sayonara Crawl + AtsuMina

Have you ever listen to a song that somehow stimulates something inside of you? Somewhat like giving you inspiration, energy just by listening to it? Well to me it happens a lot, and every time I'm discovering new songs that somehow fit that description above always makes me happy. It felt like a vitamin. I bet almost everyone experience this kind of attachment with music.

I blog before about 7時12分の初恋 before, right? During my thesis it was my getaway from stress and pressure. And the power of this song to me is still unbelievably strong up until now. But guess what? I have another song that made me so attached with it. From AKB's 31st Single, Sayonara Crawl.

I've been listening to this ever since I've started working. haha feels refreshing and stress free for me. 

You can check out the lyrics in here: Sayonara Crawl Lyrics , The single will be out by May 22, '13. 

Right now I'm learning it on fingerstyle guitar. Hopefully I can finish it all the way. 

Also there's other thing that made me so happy, T_T My AtsuMina energy was finally filled with the help of our Mariko-sama. Oh goodness, Mariko-sama you're an angel sent from above. 

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[Jane Doe] 2nd Day

I find it quite funny to actually see this, didn't expect Takamina to actually surpass EXILE on the 2nd day. Atsu's words sure are powerful, believe it when she says "When it's Takamina, everything is possible".

Also another one that made me so amused and feel great was about WMinami's close relationship to one another. It was stated in Taka's blog entry that Miichan came during Minami's live promotion of Jane Doe at Shinjuku Station yesterday. Taka didn't know that she actually came by that time!! 

Jane Doe Fever + Atsu's New SoftBank CM

Warning!! This blog entry contains crazy words. If you can't handle me being so delusional, please leave. lol

My Atsu fever got higher than before, and my atsumina energy pack has been filled. Oh goodness, this day is so special. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

Just earlier, Takahashi Minami's Jane Doe single covers were revealed! And guess what, there's an additional surprise for this. Calm yo selves... for Takahashi Minami will cover her wife's Migikata song!! 

OMG This is so official already, I mean, like fck.. this is AtsuMina theme song for real. Maeda already said this on her 2nd solo live just after SDK atsumina episode.. THIS IS IT! This cover shall mean that Takamina's agreeing that this is really their song. Aw, now you guys have an official wedding theme song.. I can't wait for this wedding single!!!!

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Because I Miss Atsumina

This heavenly couple is torturing me and the other hardcore atsumina shippers.. totally ignoring the fans, Atsu it's too painful now especially when you're tweeting about Yuko. orz

So yesterday I've decided to feed the hungry atsumina shipper inside of me and edit some pictures, combine them and start hallucinating. 

I should be creating a fanfic about this but I can't find the words to write down my ideas on paper. = = I need the real atsumina to fill my energy pack and determination. Argh.