So today marks the 1st week of our lives without Sulli. As I recall that day wherein her face and the news of her passing are all over social media, I could not really believe that she's already gone. Even if I'm not a super fan of hers as an individual idol/actress, I've come to know her and acknowledge her as part of my favorite Kpop girl group f(x). It was Krystal who I stan hard on that group but still, I cannot imagine my favorite group without Sulli. Even though that she left the group year 2015 due to her personal concerns (depression & victim of malicious comments), the thought of her as being part of the group still remains. That's because their best ever songs such as hot summer, electric shock, rum pum pum pum, and red light were created by f(5)! Sulli included. And it's really hard to listen to those songs and knowing that one of the vocalists is now gone from earth. I don't know if it's just me but I find it really hard to do so. It's so sad imagining myself listening to their old songs.
I have collected all albums/cds of f(x) and even got a photocard of Sulli from one of those. Wahhh! I'm so sad, I can't even function normally whenever I remember Sulli. So you see, I'm a huuuuuge fan of f(x), so this really made me affected. I hated those people who has nothing to do but keep on pointing at others when it comes to negativity. They are all good for nothing people who have an over flowing insecurities. Damn it! Such people don't deserve kindness and fortune. But this blog entry will no longer talk about them. They are giving me a headache and heartache.
It's already too late for SM to do anything with the malicious commentors. It's too late, they did not push through. They did not fight for Sulli. It's saddening.
Still, Sulli you are precious. I'm just sad that no one from your friends, family, and co workers relayed such a message. Sulli must have been very tired and felt all alone. It's sad I can't even make this blog entry longer.
Goodbye Sulli! You'll be missed especially by your family, f(x), Taeyeon and IU. People will now be able to see your good side, now that you're gone. It's saddening. People are worst, sometimes. But you are now free. No one will be able to misunderstand your freedom of self expression.
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