Ahn Bo Hyun Is Unable To Let Go Of His Past In See You In My 19th Life Episode 4

It was during Ban Ji Eum's 3rd life that she got the ability to remember her past. It's also the era wherein she learned that it's not a good idea to tell anyone about her secret of reincarnation. Because the pain she felt when she was pushed away by her own mother from her 2nd life became a traumatic experience for her. I cannot to blame her 2nd life mother though, I mean, her child was a girl and this kid claiming to be her child was a boy. Aside from that fact, it's not easy to believe supernatural things like reincarnation at all. If there is anyone, he or she would be that 1 out of a million people to believe such things. Luckily though, Ae Gyeong was that 1! 

Maybe this is also one of the reasons why Ji Eum cannot confess to Mun Seo Ha that she's Joo Won. It's one of her fears that Mun Seo Ha would push him away when all she ever wanted was to stay by her side all the time. I think she's really serious when she said that she wanted Mun Seo Ha to remember her in this lifetime only as Ban Ji Eum and not Joo Won. And you know what? I also wanted the same thing. After witnessing Seo Ha still stuck in the past, I wanted to see him grow as a person. Him learning to let go and finally move on. I want him to let go of the possibility that Joo Won would get reincarnated to be back to his side because only then, I will be relieved if ever Ji Eum will lost her ability to reincarnate in the future. I mean, just imagine how Seo Ha would be like in the future if now he still cannot move on? 

Everytime Seo Ha sees little Joo Won in a grown up woman Ji Eum, can't help but cringe. lol I feel like I'm seeing a pedophile. hahaha! I'm kidding! It would be nice if Seo Ha accepts Ji Eum as she is without thinking of the little Joo Won, you know. Imagine being in a relationship and the one you see in your partner is a young child while you're a grown man? That's gross!

On the other hand, new characters are coming out! That male new character, he's the actor from Crash Course In Romance and I heard that he's already creating a buzz on the internet even though he hasn't come out from the previous episode of See You In My 19th Life.. Hmmm.. might as well I look into it later. Anyways, his character and the female one, I think they know Ji Eum's reincarnation thingy. I wonder what role they will serve in her life.